Friday, November 21, 2003
I should just keep my mouth shut when I know I don't wanna say anything even if I'm under pressure. Times like this, I just wanna kill myself with a kitchen knife thru the gut, from the left side. No need to twist the blade.
So I'm not a nice person. But I try to be. The voices only talk in my head, the thoughts stay in. EXACTLY WHERE I WANTED THEM TO BE! What is worse, they get contorted and misinterpreted and I get accused of having intentions that I never had. Curses.
Maybe a slit thru the wrist would be a less painful and more aesthetic option.
So I'm not a nice person. But I try to be. The voices only talk in my head, the thoughts stay in. EXACTLY WHERE I WANTED THEM TO BE! What is worse, they get contorted and misinterpreted and I get accused of having intentions that I never had. Curses.
Maybe a slit thru the wrist would be a less painful and more aesthetic option.
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